Irish singer Sinéad O’Connor took to her official Facebook page Monday, the same day she was found after being reported missing. The “Nothing Compares 2 U” singer wrote an open letter to John Reynolds, the father of her son, Jake.

The singer swore at Jake, who she claims left her to die, in an expletive-laden rant. “You tell that evil son of ours that a person who suffers from two f------ medical conditions, [where] the symptoms include suicidal compulsion, isn't being manipulative,” she began her note. “You all abandoned me for being suicidal… You left me to die.”

She also attacks her father, John. “If you and my father had got what you pushed for, Jake wouldn't even f------ be alive. Only I fought because he was my baby, and I loved him, child as I was myself,” she said about her oldest son, who is 28 years old.

O’Connor and Reynolds were married from 1987 to 1991. He’s a record producer and worked on multiple albums with the Irish star. “I will see you all in court. I want damages,” she said about her other children, Roisin, 18, Shane, 12, and Yeshua, 10. “I have been unable to work. I have lost last year's income and this year's. I have had enormous medical expenses and enormous trauma because of your torturing of me. As I said. You f----- best pray God kills me because unlike my poor mother, I will not let this drop. We are all going to court, and we are gonna have this out in full public for once and for all.”

Roisin’s father is Irish reporter John Waters, Shane’s father is musician Donal Lunny and Yeshua’s dad is Frank Bonadio. The star has struggled to keep custody of her children.

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