Reality star Kim Kardashian West has learned the hard way that twinning with her equally fabulous sisters isn’t always a good thing. She recently confessed that she tried to copy her older sister, Kourtney Kardashian’s pregnancy style, but it turned out to be a disaster.

“Everyone used to say Kourtney had the best pregnancy style, so I would borrow a dress she wore when she was pregnant, and OMG it did not look the same!” said Kim, in a question and answer segment on her brand new website and mobile app.

Kim explained that she tried to copy her sister when she got pregnant with her first child, North West. North is now 2 years old and Kim is pregnant with her second child. At that time when Kim got pregnant with her first child, Kourtney already had 2 children. Now, Kourtney is the proud mom of 5-year-old Mason, 3-year-old Penelope and 9-month-old Reign.

People shared excerpts from the website, which could only be accessed through a paid subscription. Kim confesses that the comparisons between her and her sister really affected her and she was forced to find her own style.

This isn’t the first time that Kim has opened up about her issues during her pregnancies. She has also confessed that the criticism she received while she was pregnant, has made her feel less inclined to smile at photographers.

Recently, she has been battling new criticism about how she looks while pregnant. Because she’s been able to control her weight better than she did the first time, she’s now being accused of faking her baby bump. She’s admitted to liking the criticism because people think she’s too skinny to be really pregnant, however, she proved her bashers wrong by showing off her bare bump on several occasions.