Chris Brown posted a cryptic message on his Instagram account Tuesday, talking about the difficulties he has faced in his life. It was unclear if the message was aimed at his friends, who are suspected to have ransacked his house, or someone else.
Brown reportedly suspects his friends of being part of a home invasion and robbery at his Los Angeles house last week. In his recent post, Brown wrote that after all that has happened in his life, he only wants to concentrate on his music and his daughter Royalty.
“When u tired of the f****** devil ruining your life and u hear God speak for the first time. No one knows what I deal with on a day to day,” the “Loyal” singer wrote. “The average man wouldn't hesitate to blow his f****** brains out but that's the cowards way out... Most won't understand the genius and beauty in change and learning and the people who have devilish intentions will win in the short term."
Since the latest home invasion, which is the second such incident in just over two months, Brown is reportedly concerned about his daughter’s security. The 1-year-old’s mother, Nia Guzman, had slammed Brown saying that she did not trust his friends. Guzman, who has been feuding with Brown since he filed a paternity suit, does not want Royalty to live with her father. According to reports, the 26-year-old singer has since vowed to give up parties and friends to do everything he can to protect Royalty.
“My soul will always be pure of heart. What's on the surface always looks like one big party but inside there is a little boy looking for help and guidance,” Brown went on writing. “People say "be a man". Yeah, that's right but it doesn't take away any pain you really go through. I just wanna stay out the way and do music. Most importantly and great father. I don't have any more patience for anything that will cause me to self destruct!!”
Karrueche Tran, Brown's former girlfriend, had asked him to "man up" after Brown had spoken up about his relationship in an interview and expressed hopes of getting back together with Tran, who left him after discovering that he had fathered a child with another woman.
In the latest incident, which is currently under investigation, armed suspects locked Brown’s aunt in a closet and reportedly got away with an unknown amount of money and some personal items.