KEY POINTS

  • "Keeping Up With the Kardashians" has released a sneak peek for the Season 19 finale
  • Khloe Kardashian is not sure about her feelings for Tristan Thompson
  • She admits she feels pressured to reconcile with him even if Tristan hasn't given her an ultimatum 

Khloe Kardashian is still pondering on the idea of getting back together with Tristan Thompson amid reports that they have reconciled.

In a new clip from the "Keeping Up With the Kardashians" Season 19 finale, Khloe talked about Thompson while FaceTiming friend Malika Haqq. The "Revenge Body" star opened up about her current status with the Cleveland Cavaliers player and her experience co-parenting their daughter, True, with him during quarantine.

"We're in a really good place. He's been super helpful and when I was isolated, he helped with so many responsibilities," Khloe shared.

"But I can also tell his energy is different," she added. "He'll touch my shoulders or something and I'll be like, 'Okay, you're getting a little too touchy,' and he's like, 'I just want you to know if ever you are thinking the same thing, I'm here for you."

Malika then told Khloe that Tristan is still in love with her. But while she acknowledged that the basketball star still has feelings for her, Khloe admitted that she is not sure if she wants to pursue a relationship with him again.

"I think I feel a little more pressure, even my family is like, 'Are you guys sleeping together or not?' No, we're not. He’s never said I need an answer, but I almost feel like he needs an answer, as to like, 'What are we doing?’" Khloe said.

"I just wish I had a definitive answer on my end. I wish I either said, 'I have all these feelings for Tristan, I just am afraid' or 'I don't have any feelings. I don't even know how to get a feeling back, any feeling," she continued.

Malika speculated that Khloe may be blocking out her feelings "because it's safe" and that she is not "open to being loved" again. Khloe agreed and said in a confessional that she has every reason to be guarded because her past relationships were disappointing.

"I have every reason to have these bricks up and layers and if somebody cares enough, they will take those bricks down brick by brick," Khloe said.

In September, several outlets reported that Khloe and Tristan had gotten back together. Khloe wanted to move on from the cheating allegations that ruined their relationship, but she won't forget what Thompson did, an unnamed insider told E! News.

Earlier this month, Khloe and Tristan shared adorable Halloween family photos in which they dressed up as Cleopatra and Mark Anthony. Their daughter, True, also sported a gold dress to match her parents' costumes.

"Keeping Up With the Kardashians" Season 19, episode 9, titled "Love Lockdown," is set to air Thursday on the E! network.

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Khloe Kardashian attends the NBCUniversal 2017 Upfront on May 15, 2017 in New York City. Getty Images/Angela Weiss