KEY POINTS

  • Kim Kardashian celebrated her 40th birthday on Oct. 21 last year
  • Kris Jenner says she hasn't seen her daughter happy in a long time
  • "Keeping Up With the Kardashians" reunion will air next Thursday on ET!

Kim Kardashian got candid about her ongoing divorce from Kanye West while chatting with her mother, Kris Jenner. The heart-to-heart conversation took place during the final episode of the "Keeping Up With the Kardashians" that aired Thursday.

"I never thought I was lonely," the 40-year-old reality TV star noted. "I always thought, that's totally fine. I can just have my kids, and my husband moves from state to state, and I'm on this ride with him. And I was OK with that."

Kardashian explained that she realized after celebrating her 40th birthday that she didn't want a husband who was living in a completely different state. She said, "I thought, 'That's when we're getting along the best,' but then that is sad to me. And that's not what I want."

The 65-year-old businesswoman, who previously made an effort to save Kardashian and West's marriage, replied, "I just want you to be happy and joyful." However, the mother of six noted that she hadn't seen Kardashian being happy in a long time.

While admitting that she had achieved 10 times more than what she thought could be possible, Kardashian said, "I don't have a life to share that with."

"I want someone that, we have the same shows in common. I want someone that wants to work out with me," she said, adding that she wanted the little things in life as she already "have all the big things."

"I have all the extravagant, everything you could possibly want, and no one will ever do it like that," she added. "And I'm grateful for those experiences, but I think I'm ready for the smaller experiences that I think will mean a lot."

However, Kardashian made it clear that she was not planning to make any big decisions in a hurry. "Waking up at 40 and realizing I just want total happiness," she said.

Kardashian filed for divorce from West in February. She shares four kids – North, Saint, Chicago and Psalm – with her estranged husband.

Kanye West and Kim Kardashian NEW YORK, NEW YORK - NOVEMBER 06: Kanye West and Kim Kardashian attend the WSJ Mag 2019 Innovator Awards at The Museum of Modern Art on November 06, 2019 in New York City. Photo: Mark Sagliocco/WireImage