600breezy, Kevin Liles, and Busta Rhymes
600breezy, Kevin Liles, and Busta Rhymes attend PlayStation Theater on May 2, 2016 in New York City. Johnny Nunez/WireImage

KEY POINTS

  • Rapper 600 Breezy revealed that his girlfriend of two years, Raven Jackson, died by suicide
  • He shared an alleged message from Jackson in which she talked about being "tired" and dealing with bad thoughts for years
  • Breezy admitted that his girlfriend had been hurting but said he "did everything" he could to make her feel loved

Rapper 600 Breezy is mourning the death of his girlfriend of two years, who reportedly died by suicide this week.

On Tuesday, the 31-year-old "New Opps" rapper, whose real name is Antonio Valentino King, took to Instagram to express his disbelief over the sudden death of his girlfriend, Raven Jackson, and share what appeared to be a suicide note, in the form of a text message, she allegedly sent to him before her passing.

In the alleged text message, Breezy's girlfriend told him that she was "tired" and had been dealing with bad thoughts for years. She also mentioned "waiting for the right time" to act in the message.

Jackson allegedly went on to write that she was hanging out on a bridge at the time. The cause of her death has not been officially confirmed.

"It's nobody's fault. I've been tired for a long time. I gave up a long time ago, I just [did] a good job of hiding it," Jackson allegedly wrote, adding that she hoped the rapper would understand that it was her choice because she was "not happy in this world."

Jackson then assured Breezy, whom she called Antonio, that she loved him "with all her heart" and wished that she could get to love him "in a better life" where she was a "better version" of herself.

In the caption of his post, Breezy admitted that he was aware that his girlfriend was going through a rough patch but that he "did everything" he could to make her feel loved.

"My baby was hurting, and I did everything I could to show her nothing but love and keep her going. I put everything into her and her business. I believed in her I worshipped the ground she walked on. She's gone forever. I hate myself," Breezy said.

He wrote that he would "forever" blame himself and that Jackson's death left him "empty, broken, lifeless and alone."

The rapper concluded his message by urging his followers to "pay attention to the signs of depression or mental health" and to take them seriously.

Prior to the revelation of the alleged suicide note, the "11 Gunz" rapper paid tribute to his late girlfriend by posting a series of photos of them on Instagram.

In one of the posts, Breezy said that her death is going to mess him up for life and that he may never be able to love again.

No other detail about Jackson's death has been disclosed as of this writing.

Jackson hosted a podcast called "Real Talk With Raven," where she spoke on mental health awareness. She had nearly 300,000 followers on Instagram and described herself as an entrepreneur, motivational speaker and model. She also had her own fitness clothing line.

If you have thoughts of suicide, confidential help is available for free at the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline. Call 1-800-273-8255. The line is available 24 hours, every day.

Raven Jackson
Raven Jackson poses for a mirror selfie at a gym. Instagram/raven.k.jackson