Khloe Kardashian filed for divorce from Lamar Odom in December 2013, but it was never finalized. Even though she has tried to move on after allegations of drug use and cheating by her husband, the reality star wants to get back with the former Los Angeles Laker, Radar Online reported Thursday.

“Lamar loved Khloe before she was famous and he loved her for her,” an insider told Radar Online. As much as the Kardashian-Jenner brood love Odom, they’re afraid of Khloe getting back with the troubled athlete. He might have been there from the beginning, “but everyone is also very concerned because they do not want to see Khloe go through what she went through already with him prior to her decision to file for divorce,” the insider said in the report

Despite the turmoil in their marriage, she still has hope. “They obviously still love each other very much and when Lamar is sober and well, he is a great husband. If Lamar can keep himself together, she is hoping they can work things out,” a source told Radar.

Now, the tricky part might be getting Kardashian's current beau, rapper French Montana, out of the picture. Currently, she is “juggling” her estranged husband and her current boyfriend, Us Weekly reported. "They are talking and texting," a source told Us Weekly. "Khloe doesn't know what to do. She can't say no to either of them."  

But the 30-year-old favors one of them, Hollywood Life reported. Even though she has been photographed with Montana, and even had him on her reality show "Kourtney and Khloe Take the Hamptons," Odom is the one who still has Kardashian’s heart. When she and Montana danced at a club recently and he tried to take things to the next level, she pushed him away and showed him the Odom tattoo on her hand, Hollywood Life wrote.

While Khloe is generally quite about her own personal life, she will speak out about her Kardashian and Jenner sisters. The reality star got into a Twitter fight with Amber Rose Monday over comments the model made about Kylie Jenner.

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