Scott Disick 'Having A Hard Time Accepting' Ex Kourtney Kardashian Is Already Married: Report

Kourtney Kardashian will always have a special place in Scott Disick's heart.

It's been years since Kourtney and Disick parted ways, but he's still not over her. Now that the Poosh founder is already married to Travis Barker, the Talentless founder is reportedly struggling to accept it because he still feels something for her.

"His feelings for her haven't gone away — he's always going to love her — he's just having a hard time accepting the fact that she's married," an unnamed source told Us Weekly.

The insider said Disick tried to get back with Kourtney. However, he stopped trying when it dawned on him that "she became serious with Travis."

Disick and Kourtney share three children, Mason, 12, Penelope, 9, and Reign, 7. In the premiere episode of their reality show "The Kardashians" on Hulu, Disick confessed that part of the reason he was upset about Kourtney's relationship with Barker was that it strained his relationship with her family.

"Feeling left out and not being told anything is super hurtful — especially when I don't have another family to go to. I [will] rather be around them and be around my family than not at all," he told Kourtney's sister, Khloe Kardashian.

He added that he was "lonely" amid the change. He also mentioned, "Now that Kourtney has her life with Travis, as hard as it is, it does give me a place to finally be able to move on."

Disick already knew it would be difficult for him to see Kourtney in a serious relationship with another man. He foresaw it in an episode of "Keeping Up With the Kardashian" in 2017, years before his ex started dating the Blink-182 drummer.

After a family vacation, Disick told Kim that seeing Kourtney with one man the whole trip seemed "a happier scenario than me jumping around, trying to find happiness and these girls are not fulfilling that." He added, "I'm just not happy with anybody."

He also admitted to Kim that he sometimes "feels kind of insecure" at the thought of Kourtney bringing a new man to the family.

"Like if Kourtney met somebody, fell in love, got married, and then everyone's like 'Eh. We have a new Scott. Like we don't really need to be close with him anymore.' Even though I get it. We have kids," Disick told Kim.

Kim assured her sister's ex that they would always be close, but he was unconvinced, saying it was "a scary thing."

"My true advice would just be, like, let's cross that bridge when we get to it," Kim told him.

Kourtney and Barker had three weddings. They had a non-binding ceremony in Las Vegas before officially tying the knot in Santa Barbara, California, on May 15. They married again in Italy.