Khloe Kardashian
Khloe Kardashian Reuters

Khloe Kardashian is in a new relationship, but she may be missing her ex-husband.

In a message posted on Instagram earlier this week, the reality star wrote, “I would surrender my being to see you whole once more.” Fans immediately speculated she was talking about Lamar Odom, whom she split from last year after he reportedly cheated on her.

In December 2013, Kardashian, 29, filed for divorce from Odom. The two married in 2009 after a 30-day courtship. In November, in a bizarre rap video in which he appeared drunk, Odom admitted to cheating on Kardashian. In August, he was arrested on charges of driving under the influence.

Following the divorce, Kardashian has moved on to rapper French Montana. Kardashian and Montana have allegedly been dating for several months now, and have been spotted traveling all around the world together. She even flew to South Africa to join him for the 2014 MTV Africa Music Awards earlier this month.

While Kardashian may have been talking about Odom in her Instagram post, the NBA player seems to have been the one most impacted by their split.

In April, RadarOnline reported that Kardashian has “been refusing to take his calls lately,” and Odom has been “blowing up her phone” with “desperate calls.” Kardashian’s budding romance with rapper French Montana may be to blame.

“Khloe is out in public with new guys all over them, and it is killing Lamar,” the source tells Radar. “Yeah, he was totally with other women [first], but he doesn’t want Khloe to shove it in his face that she is moving on. Lamar is jealous and gets mad when she refuses to talk to him,” a source continued.