KEY POINTS

  • Kim Kardashian admitted she shouldn't have gone through with her wedding to Kris Humphries after getting cold feet
  • She said she felt "pressured" to marry Humphries for their reality show
  • Kardashian also revealed she considered her union with Kanye West her "first real marriage"

Kim Kardashian got candid about her previous marriage to Kris Humphries and shared some details about her split from Kanye West.

Kardashian admitted during the "Keeping Up With the Kardashians" reunion special Thursday that she got cold feet when she was about to marry her second husband in 2011. Her mom, Kris Jenner, claimed in the episode she told her daughter that she could back out, but Kardashian had a different recollection of how things went down.

"What you said to me was, ‘Go, I’m going to put you in a car. No one will find you. Just leave and I’ll handle it,'" Kardashian was quoted by Us Weekly as saying. "I thought, ‘OK, we’re filming this for a TV show. If I leave, I’m going to be known as the runaway bride forever. It’s going to be a huge joke, and I think I just had cold feet."

Although she felt pressured to marry Humphries because of their reality show, Kardashian said the marriage was not fake.

"I felt pressure, I thought I was going to let everyone down," the KKW Beauty mogul explained. "The show paid us, obviously, a fee to film the show. I took my entire fee and probably Kris’ [fee] because I wanted a bigger wedding than what they were going to pay for. So I used all of our production money on the wedding. So, if that was, like, fake, I would have saved my money!"

Kardashian had filed for divorce from the former NBA player 72 days after they tied the knot in August 2011. According to the mom-of-four, she attempted to apologize to Humphries for months after the split. He apparently didn't pick up her calls and ignored her when she ran into him in Los Angeles.

Kardashian went on to confess, "I wish I was only married once."

Meanwhile, though Kanye West was her third husband, Kardashian said she considered their union her first "real marriage." She admitted they disagreed on multiple issues, and this was one of the reasons why they decided to part ways. However, she made it clear that she gave it her all before they split.

"It was not, like, one specific thing that happened on either part," she told host Andy Cohen. "I think it was just a general difference of opinions on a few things that led to this decision and in no way would I want someone to think I didn't give it my all or I didn't try."

Four months after Kardashian filed for divorce from him in February, the "Gold Digger" rapper has reportedly moved on with supermodel Irina Shayk. And while she seems to have not yet returned to the dating scene, Kardashian is said to be open to finding someone she can "share her life with."

"She doesn't see herself being single for the rest of her life," an anonymous source told People. "Her priorities are her kids and work, but she would love to find a guy to share her life with."

Kim Kardashian Kim Kardashian arrives for the 2018 Met Gala on May 7, 2018, at the Metropolitan Museum of Art in New York. - The Gala raises money for the Metropolitan Museum of Arts Costume Institute. The Gala's 2018 theme is Heavenly Bodies: Fashion and the Catholic Imagination. Photo: ANGELA WEISS/AFP via Getty Images