In an interview that will air on Fox on August 19, Octomom Nadya Suleman admits she regrets having her eight children and never thought about the future when she decided to have her eight children .

I screwed myself. I screwed up my life, I screwed up my kids' lives... What was I thinking? Suleman says, as she holds her face in her hands.

The two-hour 'Octomom: The Incredible Unseen Footage, shows what Nadya's life has been like after the controversial birth of her eight children earlier this year.

I have to pretend like I don't regret it. I can't regret it now cause I love them, they're here. But what was I thinking? she adds.

Watch her confession below:

The second clip contains footage of eight screaming babies writhing around on Suleman's bed as she attemptsto feed them.