Sabrina Burckholder
"Return To Amish" star Sabrina Burckholder struggled with being homeless while she was trying to get sober. TLC

Season 4 of “Return to Amish” follows Sabrina Burckholder as she goes through her pregnancy. The father of her second child is ex-boyfriend Harry Kreiser, the same as the father of her first, 3-year-old daughter Oakley.

The reality TV star announced her pregnancy on Father’s Day. “I am so thankful for my parents and I am so glad that they are in my life and the lives of my children! That’s right… I am pregnant!! Happy Father’s Day!! Xoxoxoxo,” she wrote on Facebook at the time, according to

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When a fan asked about the father, she said: “We are not together anymore. However, he is the father of both children.

Sabrina fears she will lose custody of her children in the Season 4 promo, which was exclusively obtained by Us Weekly Monday.

“I got to go to court because Children and Youth [Services] took Oakley from me again!” she tells the cameras. “All I ever wanted was a family, and it feels like they just keep trying to destroy it.”

Drama with her children isn’t Sabrina’s only headache. She also struggled with being addicted to prescription and homeless.

When cast mate Abe criticizes her, she tells him he doesn’t know what it’s like. “You haven’t been here,” she says in an exclusive clip, which was shared by People Magazine. “You didn’t live in your car with ten f---ing blankets on top of you so you wouldn’t freeze to death.”

But Sabrina wants to get better. “I went to rehab full-time and I worked full-time, I put in 80 hour weeks this whole summer,” Sabrina says. “I know I got myself there, but I pulled myself back out of it and I got back on my feet.”

Don’t miss the premiere of “Return to Amish” when it returns Sunday at 9 p.m. EDT on TLC.

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